January 20, 2011

i did (but i didnt)

dear darling i broke a nail tonight diary,

im not sure that i can go on. nine beautiful long luscious killer nails and now one half short nail- on my pinkie on my pretty hand. whatever will i do. i know i shouldn't be complaining, it could be worse i know, but having one shorter fingernail drives me up the fucking wall- and will- until it grows. so the only thing i can think of to correct this dilemma that i am in, is to file all the others down AFUCKINGAIN. as you can prolly tail im pissed about this- i just did it the other day- so doing it again hits me in a hard way. if you wonder what happened, ill be glad to share with you that, i went to the store whila go and broke it during that. i was shutting the door and i shut it in the window switch, ever since the screw got lost- its loose as a bitch. my nail was long enough i didn't feel it in there i guess, i started pressing down to pull and the tip said clip. omfg i was mad but i didn't say a word, nope, i considered my self lucky and continued onward. when i got home i filed it right away- but the whole time in the store i couldn't stop staring at the jagged edge it was ugly and it seemed like everyone knew- i tried to keep it hidden- i just know id prolly see you.