dear on in the city diary,
i need to read my cards soon, i got them out the otherday but i have yet to do it. i found all my notes from my last reading too. i always take notes. its fun to read back and see what actually came true and what didn't. its weird tho how damned accurate they are. i think that's why ive been draggin ass on reading mine now. i was explaining to the haircutter tonight how dreams work- she says she doesn't dream. i told her shes not remembering her dreams- she is blocking them out for some reason- because everyone dreams- i suggested she begin setting a dream alarm at the same time every night- well early in the morning- and write down anything she can think of- and if there is nothing there- keep changing the time of the alarm by half an hour until there is. "pan for gold," i told her, train your brain to dream. i could dream now. but my days and nights are so fucked up. ima have to go to disneyland to get back on schedule i think.
i need to read my cards soon, i got them out the otherday but i have yet to do it. i found all my notes from my last reading too. i always take notes. its fun to read back and see what actually came true and what didn't. its weird tho how damned accurate they are. i think that's why ive been draggin ass on reading mine now. i was explaining to the haircutter tonight how dreams work- she says she doesn't dream. i told her shes not remembering her dreams- she is blocking them out for some reason- because everyone dreams- i suggested she begin setting a dream alarm at the same time every night- well early in the morning- and write down anything she can think of- and if there is nothing there- keep changing the time of the alarm by half an hour until there is. "pan for gold," i told her, train your brain to dream. i could dream now. but my days and nights are so fucked up. ima have to go to disneyland to get back on schedule i think.
