January 20, 2011

medical marijuana is vacation enough (aint it)

dear reduce, reuse, and recycle diary,

don't take that home to mother. i ain't. don't worry. i haven't been by there in a minute. i really need to go. the thing is- in order to get out there- i gotta drive out past the field of fine goats that aren't fine anymore. so i just haven't been. and that's wrong and i feel bad. im going to change that directly- if not sooner. why should i care what i have to drive past to get to my mom? right? that's stupid. later today- i will do that. i feel better. im getting ready to eat chicken gravy and a biscuit. want some? oh man its good stuff in the middle of the night. i guess i really was more hungry than i thought. now i could go all night. go where- i dunno- but i could go. i wanna learn how to square dance. i wonder if anyone knows how to do that anymore. my momma used to know how to square dance. i think it would be cool. i wanna go dive with the sharks in atlanta too- i think that's where they are- at the aquarium. i gotta pick out a vacation soon or it ain't gunna happen. so i dunno. i need to johnny get on that. my idea of a vacation is to go do what i like to do- and i don't see why we cant just go do that. but no, no no no, no no no, nobody wants to go watch me do a show and get paid and eat and come home. fucking that's a good vacation. i think. wtf. go see marylin monroe's tomb- go to farmers market- eat at canter's- stay a coupla nights- go to pink's- do some laundry- visit with raul- go see aunt evelyn- VaCaTiON! nobody listens to ME! venice beach? damn. cheap date. come home with more than we left with COME ON shit. im not burnt out yet.