January 27, 2011

next please

dear awake for the day diary,

after a dream like that, i had to start over- wasn't any way i wanted the goat fresh on my mind. i took another nap and erased the dream slate- i made noodles this time- with no shirt on- with a date. the man came up behind me and held my bare breasts- i was trying to make the noodles for our guests. i paused for a moment to give him a kiss, then on making the noodles in a big glass dish. i don't know who the man was- but he kissed very well, it was a long passionate kiss and i was comfortable- i could tell. i seemed happy mixing the noodles for him in that way, it seemed like id been there another day. im most certain the man who kissed me wasn't the goat, nor was it the wanna be hero who sails a boat. im uncertain of the mans identity, so maybe there is a man waiting for me.