dear browsing around diary,
upon viewing other blogs, ive come to realize, others are far more esthetically pleasing to the eyeballs than mine, however posting pictures of children at the zoo is so domesticated. but i admit, i have pictures of my little fuckers at the zoo- the difference being- the internet was for rich people when my kids were little. the kids i saw today were cute tho- and it does inspire me to make my apartment better- but not yet. i will later. im just getting comfortable here. so far so good. ya? i miss my kids. they were cute. they were. one was cuter than the other- but he caught up- even passed up for a minute- now he's behind again- but only because he chooses to be. both of my boys are really something. either one could be famous. both have marketable qualities. i dunno where they get it from either. im glad they are unique. they sure were tough to raise tho. unlike me of course, i was prolly the easiest child ever. the hours i spent in my room for reflection- were for reflection. my mom knew i needed that. i still do. im reflecting now ever so quietly.
