January 19, 2011

washing walls (pounding nails)

dear i just want to decorate the place up diary,

oh my gawd, i dont wanna go to bed tho- i wanta stay up and hang pictures everywhere. i am not kidding one tiny bit. i am so happy my wrist hurts. my mind wont shit up. and truthfully there is nothing on my mind. like no big overwhelming topic- not like there usually is. my foot is asleep- that's about it. im content in my heart. fuck i got new jeans- i got a new dress- got all the boots i could possibly want- and now THIS- this eblogging place- which is not really eblogging- and why i keep calling it that i haven't a clue- it just seems like ALL IS RIGHT WITH GOD- except that zit in my nose. oh man that thing. its been four days and the scab is killing me. that and the kitchen is already trashed and the lady just left yesterday at 4:08pm CST, and wont return for a whole nother week. not good. not good at all. but im happy today. happy as piss. inexplicably so. i hope ladyrideraz has a great day as well LMAO