dear birds are beginning to chirp diary,
now that the neighbors across the street have moved away and have taken their big barking dog with them, i can hear the birds beginning to chirp in the mornings. yes, it is annoying as fuck, but i would rather hear the birds than the dog. and the birds are a sign that spring is marching on. i can't wait to pull weeds and shit. i like to get up in the morning and get muddy in the yard. seems like i can relax doing that. i get off on looking at my plants every day and watching them grow. SHOUT OUT to the aphids- i got you this year- little yellow fucking plant pests. in a way- i hope im gone by the time the plants go out- but in a way- i wanna still be here. i am clearly torn. i can do limited work from here- but i cant get into it without going. i am to the point now where- i am happy doing it the way we are doing it- i wish they were too. i think the grump needs a sleep apnea machine. he clearly has some obstruction while he is breathing and sleeping. it is almost frightening to sit here and witness him sleeping. it's a wonder he wakes up. i'd bet it is a large cause for his behavioral issues throughout the day as well. his autism could very well be caused from an underlying sleep disorder. he is a loving dog- with many quality attributes- but he has serious issues that normal people would have a hard time addressing. i wish i could take him to stanford- and let them do the same studies they do on humans. i bet the sleep clinic could learn a bunch on his grumpy ass.
now that the neighbors across the street have moved away and have taken their big barking dog with them, i can hear the birds beginning to chirp in the mornings. yes, it is annoying as fuck, but i would rather hear the birds than the dog. and the birds are a sign that spring is marching on. i can't wait to pull weeds and shit. i like to get up in the morning and get muddy in the yard. seems like i can relax doing that. i get off on looking at my plants every day and watching them grow. SHOUT OUT to the aphids- i got you this year- little yellow fucking plant pests. in a way- i hope im gone by the time the plants go out- but in a way- i wanna still be here. i am clearly torn. i can do limited work from here- but i cant get into it without going. i am to the point now where- i am happy doing it the way we are doing it- i wish they were too. i think the grump needs a sleep apnea machine. he clearly has some obstruction while he is breathing and sleeping. it is almost frightening to sit here and witness him sleeping. it's a wonder he wakes up. i'd bet it is a large cause for his behavioral issues throughout the day as well. his autism could very well be caused from an underlying sleep disorder. he is a loving dog- with many quality attributes- but he has serious issues that normal people would have a hard time addressing. i wish i could take him to stanford- and let them do the same studies they do on humans. i bet the sleep clinic could learn a bunch on his grumpy ass.
