dear calling around diary,
whatever future you have- its yours- do not try and make it someone elses. i saw a deer jump off a balcony in my dream last night and land on its feet- you should be so lucky. the man that jumped from the window facing in wasn't. i have never lived where someone died. can you hear them at night? is is weird? are there allot of cock roaches there? what is that like? to live in a castle and move to a cell. do you have a pet yet? is there allot of anger in your heart? who is the anger directed towards? i have a good idea sweetheart. it is time for you to think about forgiving yourself. it is time for you to move on. it is time for you to get some balls and turn your muscle on. why don't you be the one to do what you know what really needs to be done. yeah, you made your mistakes, but you didn't make them on your own. you can still come out on top of this- there is no doubt in my mind, both men in black saw through that witch- her words ain't about shit. take back what you want from your life- what you worked so hard to secure- make that bitch pay for the shit that is yours. don't just lay down and give up. you're better than that. even if i have to hate you- please stop hating yourself.
whatever future you have- its yours- do not try and make it someone elses. i saw a deer jump off a balcony in my dream last night and land on its feet- you should be so lucky. the man that jumped from the window facing in wasn't. i have never lived where someone died. can you hear them at night? is is weird? are there allot of cock roaches there? what is that like? to live in a castle and move to a cell. do you have a pet yet? is there allot of anger in your heart? who is the anger directed towards? i have a good idea sweetheart. it is time for you to think about forgiving yourself. it is time for you to move on. it is time for you to get some balls and turn your muscle on. why don't you be the one to do what you know what really needs to be done. yeah, you made your mistakes, but you didn't make them on your own. you can still come out on top of this- there is no doubt in my mind, both men in black saw through that witch- her words ain't about shit. take back what you want from your life- what you worked so hard to secure- make that bitch pay for the shit that is yours. don't just lay down and give up. you're better than that. even if i have to hate you- please stop hating yourself.
