dear whatever diary,
it's not a matter of going my way or yours, its putting an end to it all, once and FOR all. as for the rest of what you said, i bout choked, because i couldn't imagine MY FRIEND actually speaking to me that way again after this, so im sure that it wasn't the ball-less, city employee who has fed his loving wife some kind of endless lie so she will not rake him for his measly city pension after their blissful twelve year marriage of which I've now been a part of for almost half instead of a third (which i would have been if HE could have just stopped when i said stop but no he kept on and kept on because I have NO self esteem and he fueled upon that- knowing no man with a fucking DRIVERS LICENSE let alone a career had ever taken interest in me but HE DID AND HE KEPT ON. AND NOW HE'S SCARED?
ok
