dear hungry like a wolf diary,
i have never been this hungry. i could eat the arm off my couch. i ain't picky either. the one on this end doesn't look any different than the one on the other end- and i don't need any condiments- or a bun. fucking i would just tear into it. i am serious. i didn't put a thing in my mouth this morning while i was cleaning- and stood and looked at honey roasted cashews the whole time. i didn't want to have to brush my teeth again. am i lazy or what? i already know i am to a certain degree, so you don't have to agree. i just love today. today today today. yup. first shift thurdays are so kick to the ass. not only are they SAFE DAYS they are THURSDAY SAFE DAYS. it doesn't get much better that that. i get to be myself today. if i wanna be ugly- i can wear my hair up. if i wanna be pretty- it'll be down- and all my makeup will be on and my smile will be bright. even when i am ugly my steps are always light- i've found. i get to cash my check today that came in the mail, my third one from new york- i still think it is unreal. actually this one is my second- for stuff that i've submitted- the first check was because i told them i committed. i will eventually have to move- and that will be just fine- because then my checks will increase- but i will have less time- to spew my boring drivel 41 times per day- but trust me when i write here and tell you- i will take the time to never ever go away.
i have never been this hungry. i could eat the arm off my couch. i ain't picky either. the one on this end doesn't look any different than the one on the other end- and i don't need any condiments- or a bun. fucking i would just tear into it. i am serious. i didn't put a thing in my mouth this morning while i was cleaning- and stood and looked at honey roasted cashews the whole time. i didn't want to have to brush my teeth again. am i lazy or what? i already know i am to a certain degree, so you don't have to agree. i just love today. today today today. yup. first shift thurdays are so kick to the ass. not only are they SAFE DAYS they are THURSDAY SAFE DAYS. it doesn't get much better that that. i get to be myself today. if i wanna be ugly- i can wear my hair up. if i wanna be pretty- it'll be down- and all my makeup will be on and my smile will be bright. even when i am ugly my steps are always light- i've found. i get to cash my check today that came in the mail, my third one from new york- i still think it is unreal. actually this one is my second- for stuff that i've submitted- the first check was because i told them i committed. i will eventually have to move- and that will be just fine- because then my checks will increase- but i will have less time- to spew my boring drivel 41 times per day- but trust me when i write here and tell you- i will take the time to never ever go away.
