dear what would it be like to float diary,
if i could float around, i would never sink down. i would never feel heavy. and i would never prolly feel fat. i don't really feel fat that much anymore since they sucked 1200cc out, and i don't even know how much that is really, i just know all my jeans fit a whole lot better and it hurt like fuck. i liked doing it because you can't really tell i did it, so it ain't all captain obvious i went to the butcher shop. i am ready to go captain on my tits tho. but i am scared they will never feel normal again. i don't want to walk around feeling like i have contacts in my boobs for the rest of my life. i hate wearing contacts. i might just say fuck it and get another padded bra. lets face it- nobody will ever suck, see, or fuck my tits again anyways. it's all good. we're supposed to be adults here. which reminds me, SHOUT OUT to my kids friends parents. i don't know how to feel about this. knowing my kids read about my vagina is bad enough, but now their friends' PARENTS? and it ain't gunna do much good to start to sensor now- is it? thank God i have never met any of them. whew. i prolly wont be getting 'parent of the year,' but that's ok, i never signed up for it. i am just now trying to learn how to float without the use of pot.
if i could float around, i would never sink down. i would never feel heavy. and i would never prolly feel fat. i don't really feel fat that much anymore since they sucked 1200cc out, and i don't even know how much that is really, i just know all my jeans fit a whole lot better and it hurt like fuck. i liked doing it because you can't really tell i did it, so it ain't all captain obvious i went to the butcher shop. i am ready to go captain on my tits tho. but i am scared they will never feel normal again. i don't want to walk around feeling like i have contacts in my boobs for the rest of my life. i hate wearing contacts. i might just say fuck it and get another padded bra. lets face it- nobody will ever suck, see, or fuck my tits again anyways. it's all good. we're supposed to be adults here. which reminds me, SHOUT OUT to my kids friends parents. i don't know how to feel about this. knowing my kids read about my vagina is bad enough, but now their friends' PARENTS? and it ain't gunna do much good to start to sensor now- is it? thank God i have never met any of them. whew. i prolly wont be getting 'parent of the year,' but that's ok, i never signed up for it. i am just now trying to learn how to float without the use of pot.
