dear omg is it thursday yet diary,
nope. but it is tuesday i think. it's a start. i've been shitty depressed lately. i have no reason for it. none at all. everything is fine. the dogs are well and happy. Karma has been very good to me. my muscles have been achy sore- but fuck- my head and heart are fine. i have been struggling with choices again. plus, i don't have anything for 914 until after st. partick's day, so i dunno, since january- i have been pumping pumping for them and now i'm at a lull. i think he is pissed that i haven't had my stupid picture taken yet actually, and still haven't. i hate photos. maybe i'll have one done in morocco. hey- there's an idea. i got the water put away- finally. the couch cover is washed- the garbage out. maria will be less pissed when she gets here. we will do the walls because they are cob webbed cornered up- and ready for a wash down. prolly wait on the windows til a nicer day- plus i am so picky on the windows- i prefer to do them myself. ima get new carpet in a couple of weeks- so i ain't gunna worry about the floor AT ALL. it will be nice to get new carpet. i was gunna get it last year- BUT SPENT MY MONEY ON LAWYERS INSTEAD. oh and bail- cant forget the bail.
nope. but it is tuesday i think. it's a start. i've been shitty depressed lately. i have no reason for it. none at all. everything is fine. the dogs are well and happy. Karma has been very good to me. my muscles have been achy sore- but fuck- my head and heart are fine. i have been struggling with choices again. plus, i don't have anything for 914 until after st. partick's day, so i dunno, since january- i have been pumping pumping for them and now i'm at a lull. i think he is pissed that i haven't had my stupid picture taken yet actually, and still haven't. i hate photos. maybe i'll have one done in morocco. hey- there's an idea. i got the water put away- finally. the couch cover is washed- the garbage out. maria will be less pissed when she gets here. we will do the walls because they are cob webbed cornered up- and ready for a wash down. prolly wait on the windows til a nicer day- plus i am so picky on the windows- i prefer to do them myself. ima get new carpet in a couple of weeks- so i ain't gunna worry about the floor AT ALL. it will be nice to get new carpet. i was gunna get it last year- BUT SPENT MY MONEY ON LAWYERS INSTEAD. oh and bail- cant forget the bail.
