March 2, 2011

dangerous true words

dear do your ears hang low diary,

excluding someone that does not want to be included is easy, it's just that remembering that they are to be excluded at all times is what is difficult- for me anyway- because i want to include them in the good things too- the things that are happening now- things that started before they ironed themselves from the fold. but i cant do it. what a shame. once an insider- an outsider now- you must pay the admission like everyone else to get in. then- i have the right to refuse service to you- since you threw me under the bus. oh what an upset. things you learn when time goes by. no, you've been shut off. your well has run dry. it's sad it has to be like this- but i think that you know why. i am never going to remind you again. if you don't know by now- you really are that stupid. and you are. that is why i am writing this in confidence- you haven't a clue who this whole post is about.