dear getting the nicest emails diary,
sometimes i get really hateful emails. but sometimes, like lately, i've been getting the world's most awesome assortment of emails in my inbox. turns out, some people really like being in my head. course i don't know why, there ain't nothing special that goes on in there usually. my mind is of the type that doesn't shut off. going non-stop day and night, it spits out an alternative lifestyle for me at all times. it gives me a choice usually- to either be where i am- or somewhere else. some in the medical profession call it a sleep disorder- i call it a fucking blessing. it is a fast escape from the bullshit i know as my daily life. in fact, sometimes it is so fast- it can happen in a blink of an eye. poof- new situation. i am used to it and ready for the change at any moment. i can follow the big red ball. people that do not take the time to figure out my secrets- never see the time change. they can stay haters. but for all the people who recognize the beauty of my gift, you are blessed as well. for your minds have been opened, you have been unlocked, and there is no telling where you will go now.
sometimes i get really hateful emails. but sometimes, like lately, i've been getting the world's most awesome assortment of emails in my inbox. turns out, some people really like being in my head. course i don't know why, there ain't nothing special that goes on in there usually. my mind is of the type that doesn't shut off. going non-stop day and night, it spits out an alternative lifestyle for me at all times. it gives me a choice usually- to either be where i am- or somewhere else. some in the medical profession call it a sleep disorder- i call it a fucking blessing. it is a fast escape from the bullshit i know as my daily life. in fact, sometimes it is so fast- it can happen in a blink of an eye. poof- new situation. i am used to it and ready for the change at any moment. i can follow the big red ball. people that do not take the time to figure out my secrets- never see the time change. they can stay haters. but for all the people who recognize the beauty of my gift, you are blessed as well. for your minds have been opened, you have been unlocked, and there is no telling where you will go now.
