dear tossing and turning diary,
i just hate natural disasters. people will say there is all sorts of causes for them. it is all bullshit. floods are bullshit- hurricanes are bullshit- fires are bullshit- tornadoes are bullshit- landslides are bullshit- but earthquakes are about the biggest bunch of bullshit of all. could you even imagine? i tried- but i don't think i can. to be standing on top of an angry ground- no. i couldn't really imagine that. and if that wasn't bad enough, to then know what would most certainly follow- a water wall of destruction- oh my fucking goodness. there was no time to 'beat the clock.' i couldn't hardly sleep a wink last night- thinking of the pictures i saw broadcasted of the devastation those poor people in japan were going through. it's as if somehow i knew of a pending earthquake- and it's fucking with me bad. i know sometimes i give meanings to things that aren't really there- but if you go back and check the time on the posting- it was before it happened- i swear. it kept me up half the night- i tossed and turned and cried. what good is it to 'feel' or know anything- if the information can not be applied.
i just hate natural disasters. people will say there is all sorts of causes for them. it is all bullshit. floods are bullshit- hurricanes are bullshit- fires are bullshit- tornadoes are bullshit- landslides are bullshit- but earthquakes are about the biggest bunch of bullshit of all. could you even imagine? i tried- but i don't think i can. to be standing on top of an angry ground- no. i couldn't really imagine that. and if that wasn't bad enough, to then know what would most certainly follow- a water wall of destruction- oh my fucking goodness. there was no time to 'beat the clock.' i couldn't hardly sleep a wink last night- thinking of the pictures i saw broadcasted of the devastation those poor people in japan were going through. it's as if somehow i knew of a pending earthquake- and it's fucking with me bad. i know sometimes i give meanings to things that aren't really there- but if you go back and check the time on the posting- it was before it happened- i swear. it kept me up half the night- i tossed and turned and cried. what good is it to 'feel' or know anything- if the information can not be applied.
