dear gave it my best shot diary,
i am taking a nap. ain't no two ways about it. i had a great handle on things- i had a plan. then it all fell down. it is okay tho. no worries. i'll be okay- as long as i don't dream about the goat again. i spent practically all night with him last night- but it was a platonic dream- thankfully- so i woke up relieved at that. it sucks to run around and be ashamed and hide from myself all day and have that sick feeling. i do not want to fuck that man- i don't care how many times i dream about doing it- i wouldn't fuck him if i tripped and started bobbing up and down on his dick i wouldn't fuck him. i wouldn't. i would shovel out my woman parts and burn them in the road before that would happen- let's just get that good and straight right now. nope. not me. never. so everytime i dream about having relations with him- it really makes me wanna puke. but i am fine now- so ima take a nap and not dream about the goat or his penis. eww.
i am taking a nap. ain't no two ways about it. i had a great handle on things- i had a plan. then it all fell down. it is okay tho. no worries. i'll be okay- as long as i don't dream about the goat again. i spent practically all night with him last night- but it was a platonic dream- thankfully- so i woke up relieved at that. it sucks to run around and be ashamed and hide from myself all day and have that sick feeling. i do not want to fuck that man- i don't care how many times i dream about doing it- i wouldn't fuck him if i tripped and started bobbing up and down on his dick i wouldn't fuck him. i wouldn't. i would shovel out my woman parts and burn them in the road before that would happen- let's just get that good and straight right now. nope. not me. never. so everytime i dream about having relations with him- it really makes me wanna puke. but i am fine now- so ima take a nap and not dream about the goat or his penis. eww.
