March 1, 2011

i think we're fine

dear thinking about rolling over diary,

controlling how the situation goes down won't be easy. they will try to flip how things go- if you don't watch closely. i'll go a better route. how far do you think i trust you? how much do you trust me? let's find out. how much is a bucket of dirt worth on the black market? how often is one sold? i have never bought one- so i don't know what the going rate is. it's cool tho- i'll do some checking. i fed the prisoner in my basement today some corned beef and hash. i even opened the door so he could watch me in my bath. it was hard to keep my toes straight- but i did until the end- and just as i reached that magic point- my toes had to bend. i let the prisoner fuck me and then i locked and secured the door- he only said what he always says, "i hate you fucking whore."