dear i didn't but i should have diary,
i should have got up at five and ran in here and told you how damned fine my nap was. but i didn't. it was funny too, cuz i walked by the room again and becky cocked her head as if to ask me, "ain't you coming back momma?" i told her i wasn't and she got up and came in the living room and snuggled next to me on the couch. i fucking love her. nobody understands how much and i don't think i want them to- not around here anyways- they'd be crushed- crushed because i sure in the fuck don't love them like that. i could cry thinking about how much i love her- in fact, here the tears come now- and the lump in my throat- what's this all about? all the love i know goes away. becky wont leave me. and nobody can take her, but sometimes if it wasn't for her and you guys- my blog- LMAO- i would be all alone- till further notice.
i should have got up at five and ran in here and told you how damned fine my nap was. but i didn't. it was funny too, cuz i walked by the room again and becky cocked her head as if to ask me, "ain't you coming back momma?" i told her i wasn't and she got up and came in the living room and snuggled next to me on the couch. i fucking love her. nobody understands how much and i don't think i want them to- not around here anyways- they'd be crushed- crushed because i sure in the fuck don't love them like that. i could cry thinking about how much i love her- in fact, here the tears come now- and the lump in my throat- what's this all about? all the love i know goes away. becky wont leave me. and nobody can take her, but sometimes if it wasn't for her and you guys- my blog- LMAO- i would be all alone- till further notice.
