dear starting over diary,
well, fuck. i went to bed and that didn't work out for me. it's weird. sometimes i can go to bed and be asleep without trying. then other times i go to bed and laying there- it feels like i am dying. i try to sleep- and try again- and try one more time- then something will strike me funny and i know i better get up or i'm fucked. one thing i've learned over the years is to TRY not to laugh in that bed. at least not while the UNIBOMBER is sleeping for fucks sake OR TRYING TO SLEEP- even that is WORSE YET. oh fuck i cant help it after i lay there an hour- everything is funny to me. becky will grunt or scrunch next to me and it makes me so giggly. i guess i'll try again.
well, fuck. i went to bed and that didn't work out for me. it's weird. sometimes i can go to bed and be asleep without trying. then other times i go to bed and laying there- it feels like i am dying. i try to sleep- and try again- and try one more time- then something will strike me funny and i know i better get up or i'm fucked. one thing i've learned over the years is to TRY not to laugh in that bed. at least not while the UNIBOMBER is sleeping for fucks sake OR TRYING TO SLEEP- even that is WORSE YET. oh fuck i cant help it after i lay there an hour- everything is funny to me. becky will grunt or scrunch next to me and it makes me so giggly. i guess i'll try again.
