March 2, 2011

it is fun to forget

dear you know it don't matter anyway diary,

ima pack away my favorite boots today. ima clean them all up and spray them down and away they will stay until i cant take it anymore or september, whichever comes first. just my special ones tho- ima wear my other ones all year long- even with my shorts. my psychologist friend fucks with me and says that when i wear them with shorts i am not dressed appropriately for the season- she says that it is the equivalent to wearing a winter coat in the summer- but i told her she needs to go out to hollywood more in the summer and stfu. besides- i do not have a winter coat- IN THE WINTER or summer- so i feel like i can wear whatever the fuck i want- when i want. i am only putting my favorite boots away today so i have a little mini-christmas again when i get them back out. it is a way to celebrate- without buying new ones. i like playing little tricks on myself. its fun. what makes it even better is when i really forget.