dear passed up a good one diary,
well i passed up the 575 posting mark while i wasn't looking FUCK HOW DID THAT HAPPEN I WUNNER??? EEEEEK! if i start slipping now- i might as well quit. good gawd. well, at least i fucking remembered. see- i am still with it. ain't life grand. i am concerned that my medication ain't working like it used to. i may have to check into an increase- or a total switch. you just never know. i don't anyway- things change so fast anymore. one minute i am so stable- the next- i don't want to say 'unstable,' but really now- what other word is there? yawn. things been so good lately tho- i hate to shake it up. well, aside from the death of steve, and the death of dad's van, and jason, and the state of things generally, and my brother, and prince william, and prince harry, and all these changes to the garbage services, and the cable bill being $234 and the earthquake and tsunami and the birds chirping and court coming up and i owe $41 on my fine and now i gotta start a new project for 914 and all i can think about is getting my hair done and getting new jeans and taking a picture of the gallagher house and posting every little red hot detail and then going to sheila and karen's house and doing the same thing. omg omg omg. but other than that, unstable is the way to be i suppose.
well i passed up the 575 posting mark while i wasn't looking FUCK HOW DID THAT HAPPEN I WUNNER??? EEEEEK! if i start slipping now- i might as well quit. good gawd. well, at least i fucking remembered. see- i am still with it. ain't life grand. i am concerned that my medication ain't working like it used to. i may have to check into an increase- or a total switch. you just never know. i don't anyway- things change so fast anymore. one minute i am so stable- the next- i don't want to say 'unstable,' but really now- what other word is there? yawn. things been so good lately tho- i hate to shake it up. well, aside from the death of steve, and the death of dad's van, and jason, and the state of things generally, and my brother, and prince william, and prince harry, and all these changes to the garbage services, and the cable bill being $234 and the earthquake and tsunami and the birds chirping and court coming up and i owe $41 on my fine and now i gotta start a new project for 914 and all i can think about is getting my hair done and getting new jeans and taking a picture of the gallagher house and posting every little red hot detail and then going to sheila and karen's house and doing the same thing. omg omg omg. but other than that, unstable is the way to be i suppose.
