dear whoever is reading these stupid things faster than i can think them out of my head diary,
i cant get ahead of you. what do you want to know? sometimes i wonder why it is that i do this. but i never get an answer. i don't care really. because i just do it. i don't have a best friend anymore and i really don't want one. because in the end, they will throw you under the bus- and let me tell you- they will. it doesn't matter how many times they promise they wont- they always do. and most of the time- for no reason. so instead of confiding in one person i cant trust- i said fuckit- why not confide in everyone i cant trust. my life is so stupid- why not let everyone know JUST how stupid it really is. keep that in mind okay- and remember one special CUNTFACE who thought i was a threat to all that she was. that makes me laugh. knowing all that you know of me, all that i am, all that i think about during my busy busy days, i am a big threat to allot of people. i realize that now. that's why i don't wear my daisy duke cut off shorts anymore. i know people don't want to see my ass hanging out of my pants. i accept that. but i still wear them at home. fuck it. ima wear them here until i cant get them on anymore- then- take them to the salvation army- where they came from. i don't try to be anything i ain't- and that sits fine with me. but i have all my teeth and no credit cards- my own back yard- i love red meat- and i hate that cuntface bitch who is better than me.
i cant get ahead of you. what do you want to know? sometimes i wonder why it is that i do this. but i never get an answer. i don't care really. because i just do it. i don't have a best friend anymore and i really don't want one. because in the end, they will throw you under the bus- and let me tell you- they will. it doesn't matter how many times they promise they wont- they always do. and most of the time- for no reason. so instead of confiding in one person i cant trust- i said fuckit- why not confide in everyone i cant trust. my life is so stupid- why not let everyone know JUST how stupid it really is. keep that in mind okay- and remember one special CUNTFACE who thought i was a threat to all that she was. that makes me laugh. knowing all that you know of me, all that i am, all that i think about during my busy busy days, i am a big threat to allot of people. i realize that now. that's why i don't wear my daisy duke cut off shorts anymore. i know people don't want to see my ass hanging out of my pants. i accept that. but i still wear them at home. fuck it. ima wear them here until i cant get them on anymore- then- take them to the salvation army- where they came from. i don't try to be anything i ain't- and that sits fine with me. but i have all my teeth and no credit cards- my own back yard- i love red meat- and i hate that cuntface bitch who is better than me.
