dear pain behind my earlobe diary,
i know what it is back there- even tho i can not see it. the fucker is tiny, yet radiates pain like it is equal to the size of half my head. it is a tiny white head pimple (that i just squeezed- which oughta bring relief any minute) and it's a good thing i do not wear glasses. the other day the grump had me convinced he was blind- or going blind. he doesn't watch tv like becky- for one- and he doesn't seem to focus like she does on things in the room or yard either. then i remembered- he hates to go for walks on a leash- and pretty much leads with his nose, but then i thought all dogs do that. but he also hits his head on the walls alot when he turns around- i thought it was because he was big- and he uses his paws alot to grab and hold his toys when he is in that protection mode. i blamed many of his behaviors on the autism. then at dinner later on, i'd forgot about him being blind and flipped him a piece of chicken across the room with no warning. the fat fucker caught it. he's blind when he wants to be- when it suits him.
i know what it is back there- even tho i can not see it. the fucker is tiny, yet radiates pain like it is equal to the size of half my head. it is a tiny white head pimple (that i just squeezed- which oughta bring relief any minute) and it's a good thing i do not wear glasses. the other day the grump had me convinced he was blind- or going blind. he doesn't watch tv like becky- for one- and he doesn't seem to focus like she does on things in the room or yard either. then i remembered- he hates to go for walks on a leash- and pretty much leads with his nose, but then i thought all dogs do that. but he also hits his head on the walls alot when he turns around- i thought it was because he was big- and he uses his paws alot to grab and hold his toys when he is in that protection mode. i blamed many of his behaviors on the autism. then at dinner later on, i'd forgot about him being blind and flipped him a piece of chicken across the room with no warning. the fat fucker caught it. he's blind when he wants to be- when it suits him.
