March 28, 2011

poor girL

dear i have never been a puppet diary,

when i woke up whila go, i was shocked at all the text messages on my phone. i'd missed a bunch. most of the messages were twitter posts- but two were some sad texts. backup background- here you go- girl has a string of bad luck brought on by choices she made on her own. i feel bad- WORSE than i've felt for anyone in a minute. it's all about some stupid shit too- but as they say, 'that's another post.' i looked for some paperwork to help this girl out- looked through ALL my old shit- i don't think i have anything that will work- my phone was dead last night and i missed her call- and tonight i was asleep- and when i woke up- i pretty much had the, "fuck you anyways" texts waitin. oh what an upset. sometimes i feel like... why even try? i ain't gunna lie. i want to ask her, "what is this really about? honey things will be okay. you don't need to freak out."