March 27, 2011

retaliation? YUP

dear sleeping weak diary,

the grump snuck up on the bed- took off running after something in his dream and have i'd been with child- ida lost the unborn baby. i was kicked repeatedly in my stomach in the upwards of a hundred times just now- and i wouldn't be surprised if i don't have internal bleeding. but i wont be calling any sort of paramedics or city resource today- beins its FIRST GAWD DANG SHIFT, nope, i shall die, my house shall burn, and if i wreck on the east side of town- i will crawl away from the accident and die under a bush in the ditch. i will keep my dignity. oh that dog KNOWS better than to sleep in my bed at night. i must've assumed he was becky. ima end up killing him. if he doesn't kill me first.