March 4, 2011

she believed that shit

dear people that know to much diary,

when i walked in and saw her last night, my stomach dropped. i knew there would be an exchange of conversation, she lit up like a fucking christmas tree the minute she saw me. then she wanted to know where my little boyfriend was these days- KNOWING that'd be the first question to roll off the bitches tongue. i haven't seen the lady in two years- after seeing her everyday for five- she's bound to remember i suppose. i almost gave her my blog address and told her to "catch up," but i just didn't have the heart. she loved the city employee and looking into her eyes last night- i couldn't ruin that for her. she wouldn't be able to believe what had ultimately happened between us- so i told her something more believable- i thought. "you know," i said as i looked her dead in the eyes, "i caught him online talking to other guys."