dear flying down the hallway diary,
if i get to that door and it is locked- what do you think ima do? i'll have no choice but to snap- it's what i am good at, but this time- ima try to do something a little different. controlling myself is unbelievably hard and not something i am so terribly familiar with. in fact, i am all but clueless on the first step as to how the correct way is to, 'un-snap,' unless it's a bra or a shirt- but i am trying to keep my mouth under wraps. with that being so explained- i love watching becky stretch. she can relax- even during emotional turmoil. i want to compartmentalize like that. what i really wish i could do is go as far as i can to the locked door- then turn around and become a vicious dog and bite whomever left it locked for me to find. i would tear the flesh from the arms who fucked me. i know i said i was good at snapping- and i am- but i ain't that good yet- someday i will be able to pick the meat off the bones- like everybody else.
if i get to that door and it is locked- what do you think ima do? i'll have no choice but to snap- it's what i am good at, but this time- ima try to do something a little different. controlling myself is unbelievably hard and not something i am so terribly familiar with. in fact, i am all but clueless on the first step as to how the correct way is to, 'un-snap,' unless it's a bra or a shirt- but i am trying to keep my mouth under wraps. with that being so explained- i love watching becky stretch. she can relax- even during emotional turmoil. i want to compartmentalize like that. what i really wish i could do is go as far as i can to the locked door- then turn around and become a vicious dog and bite whomever left it locked for me to find. i would tear the flesh from the arms who fucked me. i know i said i was good at snapping- and i am- but i ain't that good yet- someday i will be able to pick the meat off the bones- like everybody else.
