dear something specific or something really fucked up diary,
i know the secret. i ain't stupid. when i went to new york around christmas and interviewed for my other job job- i learned a tremendous amount then about things in general- about how the production side works- and i wasn't even interviewing for a production job. what i learned was- in an open call audition like i went to saturday- they were looking for something very specific- and at the same time- keeping an eye open for shit they cant pass up. facts are facts here and i gotta face them, i'm old and no longer in the 'tight ass- perky breasted- 20 something' bracket- nope- i am now in the, 'SHIT THEY CANT PASS UP,' bracket. i gave it my best shot y'all. i did. i really thought it'd be hard to let someone like me slip by. all my people are so encouraging- telling me to, 'leave my ringer on tomorrow,' but it was already decided. wasn't it? i used to be something specific. i'm just shit now. the kind of shit you shouldn't pass up.
i know the secret. i ain't stupid. when i went to new york around christmas and interviewed for my other job job- i learned a tremendous amount then about things in general- about how the production side works- and i wasn't even interviewing for a production job. what i learned was- in an open call audition like i went to saturday- they were looking for something very specific- and at the same time- keeping an eye open for shit they cant pass up. facts are facts here and i gotta face them, i'm old and no longer in the 'tight ass- perky breasted- 20 something' bracket- nope- i am now in the, 'SHIT THEY CANT PASS UP,' bracket. i gave it my best shot y'all. i did. i really thought it'd be hard to let someone like me slip by. all my people are so encouraging- telling me to, 'leave my ringer on tomorrow,' but it was already decided. wasn't it? i used to be something specific. i'm just shit now. the kind of shit you shouldn't pass up.
