dear watching a pot that never boils diary,
even though i did that once and it ain't true, it does take a considerable amount longer. therefore i have chosen NOT to look at my phone today while i wait for it to ring. it prolly wont ring anyway, but it doesn't hurt not to look at it. i keep second guessing myself- maybe i should have dressed up more. everyone else had on their sunday best- and their nice high heels. i didn't. i had on my favorite 'car wash' sweatshirt and true religions and ugg boots. but my nails were perfect. my hair was clean and my mouth was on time and right on target. i dunno. well. the hard part is over and now- the harder part begins. the wait.
even though i did that once and it ain't true, it does take a considerable amount longer. therefore i have chosen NOT to look at my phone today while i wait for it to ring. it prolly wont ring anyway, but it doesn't hurt not to look at it. i keep second guessing myself- maybe i should have dressed up more. everyone else had on their sunday best- and their nice high heels. i didn't. i had on my favorite 'car wash' sweatshirt and true religions and ugg boots. but my nails were perfect. my hair was clean and my mouth was on time and right on target. i dunno. well. the hard part is over and now- the harder part begins. the wait.
