dear fucking eyes wide closed diary,
i swear right now, my right hand to the screen as i peck type with my left hand, i forgot what i wanted to swear to. but i could swear or affirm anything right now because i am in that kind of mood. if i was a dog, i would hate to be woke up by having someone pet me. the unibomber just sat down on the bed and pet my head and woke me up. i thought about biting him, but i have to be really nice until the ONE order of protection is dropped. my thinking is- it'll prolly be easier for some other idiot to come along and get another one against me while the OTHER ONE is still active, so i refrain from any physical abuse til it is lifted- then it is back to normal living. oh my GOD, this past year and a half has almost killed me- not being able to club him like i usually do. i know that mother fucker cant last forever. my day is coming.
i swear right now, my right hand to the screen as i peck type with my left hand, i forgot what i wanted to swear to. but i could swear or affirm anything right now because i am in that kind of mood. if i was a dog, i would hate to be woke up by having someone pet me. the unibomber just sat down on the bed and pet my head and woke me up. i thought about biting him, but i have to be really nice until the ONE order of protection is dropped. my thinking is- it'll prolly be easier for some other idiot to come along and get another one against me while the OTHER ONE is still active, so i refrain from any physical abuse til it is lifted- then it is back to normal living. oh my GOD, this past year and a half has almost killed me- not being able to club him like i usually do. i know that mother fucker cant last forever. my day is coming.
