May 28, 2011

wipe me down

dear flying in circles diary,

visiting our local planned parenthood in my dream was weird because i was really at the actual place where it is at now and i don't think i was even in that office but maybe once in my whole life. i used to work at planned parenthood when it was out by the lake in the tiny building by the old health department. i checked all the iron levels by doing finger sticks and put cultures in the jars and lit the candles and sealed them and shit. that was after i met the doctor at the hospital when i was a candy striper. she was such a good woman. her name was marcy. she really liked me for some reason- she understood how i thought. we shared so many laughs. i didn't like being around all that pussy all the time- it was just so overwhelming- that smell- so i left on good terms. but circling around in the waiting room last night was more than what i would consider overwhelming on any scale. does anyone remember the 'tom twister' ride at six flags? you stand in a round cylinder room and they start spinning you and gravity pulls you to the wall and they drop the bottom out? in my dream, it was exactly like that, EXCEPT, the room was still- i was the only thing moving and the walls were the only things that kept me from flying away. the walls of the planned parenthood waiting room.