dear all in all diary,
i know that complaining about things is a giant waste of time, we all know that, but i still do it. it's funny though- the shit i complain about. it seems like the bigger the issue, the less likely ima bitch about it. how much sense does that make. it is supposed to be, 'dont sweat the small stuff,' but for me it goes, 'dont sweat the big stuff, and snap over the small stuff.' i can fix the little shit that goes aloof, but that big shit anymore- i have lost my touch. i used to make everything better, but now, not so much. i've recently noticed i'm depending on money more to correct shit i used to be able to fix on my own. i think it's because i have it now. if i didn't have it, i'd still be having to rely on my old ways instead of taking the easy way out. i miss being resourceful and thinking for myself. i think i will cash in all my pennies today.
i know that complaining about things is a giant waste of time, we all know that, but i still do it. it's funny though- the shit i complain about. it seems like the bigger the issue, the less likely ima bitch about it. how much sense does that make. it is supposed to be, 'dont sweat the small stuff,' but for me it goes, 'dont sweat the big stuff, and snap over the small stuff.' i can fix the little shit that goes aloof, but that big shit anymore- i have lost my touch. i used to make everything better, but now, not so much. i've recently noticed i'm depending on money more to correct shit i used to be able to fix on my own. i think it's because i have it now. if i didn't have it, i'd still be having to rely on my old ways instead of taking the easy way out. i miss being resourceful and thinking for myself. i think i will cash in all my pennies today.
