dear it took awhile diary,
i suppose it is time for me to get my big retarded ass up off this couch again, i just saw the circus people drive off so i know i can go outside. i prolly sound so awful when i talk like that, but it is so strange letting people touch you all over your body, for free, and trying so hard to act like it doesn't bother you in any sort of way. i know y'all got this big mental image of me being a whore and all, and i don't want to destroy that image, but i (as a general rule) don't like being touched. there is a time and a place for everything and touching is one of those things that i believe is to be maintained within a private environment. not only that, i have no touch zones on my body and these kids seem to go right to them. the hero did too. that's why i was thinking that on that chromosome 7- maybe those people who are missing some and have that syndrome bad like my little neighbors, maybe the hero just had a couple missing on his chromosome. i dunno, but i said i wasn't gunna worry about it anymore. fuck. it's just so fun.
i suppose it is time for me to get my big retarded ass up off this couch again, i just saw the circus people drive off so i know i can go outside. i prolly sound so awful when i talk like that, but it is so strange letting people touch you all over your body, for free, and trying so hard to act like it doesn't bother you in any sort of way. i know y'all got this big mental image of me being a whore and all, and i don't want to destroy that image, but i (as a general rule) don't like being touched. there is a time and a place for everything and touching is one of those things that i believe is to be maintained within a private environment. not only that, i have no touch zones on my body and these kids seem to go right to them. the hero did too. that's why i was thinking that on that chromosome 7- maybe those people who are missing some and have that syndrome bad like my little neighbors, maybe the hero just had a couple missing on his chromosome. i dunno, but i said i wasn't gunna worry about it anymore. fuck. it's just so fun.
