dear seeing it all diary,
when i get my mind set, there ain't no changing it and that is one quality about me that can be good or it can be really bad. i never know if my mind being set was a bad thing until usually much later- after it is to late to do anything and by then i can usually tell you- i wish ida changed my mind. i suppose to a certain extent- we all do it- but when my mind gets set on an idea- i cant do shit else until i do it. that is when i will feel the relief. i am not a pacer. i do not walk the floors. i am not a nail biter anymore either. i stopped biting december 3, 1992 and by valentine's day 1993 i had my first coat of paint on them. by the time my baby came the end of may, my nails were so long i had to file them all down so i didn't poke the little fucker. it was hard filing my nails away, but i did it for my baby. i do not regret that.
when i get my mind set, there ain't no changing it and that is one quality about me that can be good or it can be really bad. i never know if my mind being set was a bad thing until usually much later- after it is to late to do anything and by then i can usually tell you- i wish ida changed my mind. i suppose to a certain extent- we all do it- but when my mind gets set on an idea- i cant do shit else until i do it. that is when i will feel the relief. i am not a pacer. i do not walk the floors. i am not a nail biter anymore either. i stopped biting december 3, 1992 and by valentine's day 1993 i had my first coat of paint on them. by the time my baby came the end of may, my nails were so long i had to file them all down so i didn't poke the little fucker. it was hard filing my nails away, but i did it for my baby. i do not regret that.
