dear finally diary,
i went around saying, "i want a boy i want a boy i want a boy..." so the great pretender out there would hear me and play the same old trick he always plays on me and give me what he thinks i don't want... a girl. for once i sat back and just let shit happen the way it happened and it happened. I'M GETTIN A GIRL! gettin a girl. ima get a girl you guys. i never thought it would happen. my dad, will get to be a great grandfather to a baby girl. my dad is such a gentle man and so good with babies. i cant wait to see another infant in his arms- i always kind of get jealous that i cant fit in his arms like that anymore. a baby girl. a sweet baby girl. what more do you need?
