dear cant help but wonder diary,
so all of my diary entries basically say the same things over the last six months, use the same words, but i just rearrange the same words in a different order to mean different things. isn't that right? so what. a painter or whatever uses the same fucking paints every time she paints on the same paper and comes out with a different painting. isn't that right? so if you paint enough paintings wouldn't you eventually paint the same picture twice- or something pretty damn close to it? i'd think. i always draw the same shit when i draw- a half a Christmas tree. sometimes i put ornaments on it and sometimes i don't. but i usually put lights on there. and half a star at the top. then i put one big half present and presents under it. i only draw the right side of the tree because i cant draw the left side. it looks skinny and dumb. but i can do the right side damn near perfectly. getting up early has its' consequences. i am starved out the buttfucking ass now and could easily nap. oh hail naw.
so all of my diary entries basically say the same things over the last six months, use the same words, but i just rearrange the same words in a different order to mean different things. isn't that right? so what. a painter or whatever uses the same fucking paints every time she paints on the same paper and comes out with a different painting. isn't that right? so if you paint enough paintings wouldn't you eventually paint the same picture twice- or something pretty damn close to it? i'd think. i always draw the same shit when i draw- a half a Christmas tree. sometimes i put ornaments on it and sometimes i don't. but i usually put lights on there. and half a star at the top. then i put one big half present and presents under it. i only draw the right side of the tree because i cant draw the left side. it looks skinny and dumb. but i can do the right side damn near perfectly. getting up early has its' consequences. i am starved out the buttfucking ass now and could easily nap. oh hail naw.
