dear heading out diary,
cleaning out the car today in 100 plus degree heat kind of serves me right because i could have done it when it was 41 degrees cooler when it was 59 out but i was lazy then and had something better to do then. i had to use a dirty seat towel to wipe my dripping sweaty face. i was awake forever today and not by choice. my jaw cracked a zillion times from yawning all the way home. i prolly wouldn't have left at all today had i of known what the afternoon would bring. or maybe i wouldn't have come home. maybe i would have just kept on going. facing the music is hard when you don't like the song or your dance partner.
