July 11, 2011

hey everybody.. where did mary go?

dear people who die diary,

people who die are dead and people who are alive still breathe usually. i suppose that is one difference in being alive and not being alive. plus, when you are alive, you are responsible for things and when you're dead- you ain't. that's a pretty easy concept to grasp. so when you're dead you get taken out of the consumer category because there are those who assume you cant consume when you're dead. what if you can? if the dead contribute- why cant they consume? i hope to still offer up my assistance when i am dead. i create windows everyday so that when i do pass on- hopefully i can find those windows and crawl back through and finish a few things i've started here that i wont be able to finish until i am dead. i've always had one foot in another world- a hand in things i wasn't so sure about- but it always felt so right. you can not tell me that other place does not exist because it has to- there is more dead people than there ever has been alive.