dear normal everyday life diary,
you know, what is normal anyway? i wish i knew. i've been waiting all this time to find out and just when i'd thought i'd figured it out- looks like shit is going to change again. change- and not the kind you can save for later either. i got rid of most of my change and i am starting over. the unibomber doesn't know it yet, but this time- i'm saving quarters too. fuck his quarter keeping ass. some change is good and some change is bad. saying goodbye to the grump- even just THINKING about saying goodbye to the grump makes my eyes swell up with tears and that lump beef up in my neck and i wanna fucking die myself. he has that look in his eye though. i've seen it before. while i haven't started digging the hole yet, we are going to the vet tomorrow. i noticed last week he was getting old. i pay close attention to my animals and i know them better than i know my own self.
