dear knowing what you know is what you already knew diary,
changing my mind takes time, tons of information, and the power equivalent to that of sixty earth moving machines. i am a hard headed bitch. i thought i would grow out of some of my stubbornness in my older wiser age- but i didn't, not yet anyway. i used to explain why i do what i do, why i say what i say, why i feel what i feel, but starting the new chapter in the book, i ain't doin that anymore. ima just plow my trail. i started many years ago when i started letting go of the people who were stupid and sometimes when i feel dumb i get sad. but then when i slap myself smart again i realize what i did was for the best and then i concentrate on cleaning up my current fucking mess.
changing my mind takes time, tons of information, and the power equivalent to that of sixty earth moving machines. i am a hard headed bitch. i thought i would grow out of some of my stubbornness in my older wiser age- but i didn't, not yet anyway. i used to explain why i do what i do, why i say what i say, why i feel what i feel, but starting the new chapter in the book, i ain't doin that anymore. ima just plow my trail. i started many years ago when i started letting go of the people who were stupid and sometimes when i feel dumb i get sad. but then when i slap myself smart again i realize what i did was for the best and then i concentrate on cleaning up my current fucking mess.
