dear music lessons upon us diary,
the unibomber is practicing now. every song leads into LAURA'S THEME, he has that down pat. sometimes you can almost hear the beginnings of songs and i find myself humming the rest of the song, or what i think should be the rest of the song and it makes him so happy when i am humming the right song. but when like WAR PIGS leads into LAURS'A THEME it's weird. i don't say anything and i try not to hum, but sometimes i do it without knowing i'm doing it. this morning i woke up and the car was missing. i couldn't find it anywhere and all the keys and drivers were present. so i freaked out and had to wait three hours before i could find out where the car was because i cant wake him up- he'll snap. i feel like snapping in two pieces when shit like that happens- like ripping the skin OFF my face. i mean, if you need something, WAKE ME UP- I CAN GO BACK TO SLEEP. but ima fidget with shit on my mind and it will alter my dreams and everything else if i lay down with a question on my mind.
