August 17, 2011

cantaloupe heads

dear it hurts it hurts it hurts diary,

tell me why it hurts. it feels like there is a big boot on my chest. it may be time to put my bra back on and call it a day. even my tears are flowing again. and to think it all started with a bear picture. well fuck it. he should have known better. what happens when you take your best steaks out of the freezer and lay them on the counter and walk off and leave them for about 7 full months? what will happen? think about it? about four hours after you take them out of the freezer- the steaks will be thawing nicely and then soon after- they will be thawed completely. then not long after that, those steaks will be room temperature and bacteria will begin to grow. then, a couple of days in the future- the meat will begin to sour and then stink and a few days later- really stink and then a week later OMG, foul, and then a month later- something dead looming in the air. but after 7 months- the smell may fade and you when throw the meat away- you realize how much time has gone by and you think, "wow, i wasted all that good ass meat. good thing i dig fish."



not where he'd hoped to've ended up...
prolly.