August 28, 2011

the nightlight

dear that dump diary,

i used to love fun things in the night time. the dark sky is easy on my eyes and always has been. i really am not much of a big fan of the daytime. it is hard for me to get my eyes opened up all the way. i understand things better at night anyway. once the lights came on though and it started being daytime at night in my life- that's when i said fuck everything. i cant tell you when exactly that day was, but it happened. so now the only time it gets dark in my life is when i fall asleep and even then- every now and then- sometimes the light will seep in. i 'll wake up with a tear or two and i'll wipe it away. but when i do back to sleep- it will be light when i wake up later anyway. you stole my thunder and you stole the rain and now you've directed all the light to shine into my brain. seeing the information in such brutal clear light is something your wife and family should deal with- not one of your retarded whores you kept on the side. i saw the stupid childish warning on the wanna be page, THE KARMA TRUCK IS COMING, and only one i can say... are we acting our age?