dear on my chest again diary,
for some reason becky is diggin layin on my bare naked chest tonight. i'm slowly allowing her to resume her rightful position on the food pole. the grump is officially back to his normal weight and i am finally again at my optimal cruising weight when i weighed in yesterday at the doctors office- so i couldn't be more pleased in the weight factor around here. all my clothes are fitting- and even my winter shit's gunna be lookin good this year. last year i had all that added stress (lol) and this year that is ALL GONE. i'm happy with my body because it is so beautiful. it keeps me healthy and strong and alive and it gave birth to the two most amazing children. my body is soft and warm and clean and i am so lucky. i've now realized the beauty in my own skin.
