September 30, 2011

beautiful view of nothing perfect

dear peeking around the corner diary,

needing new eyeshadow, i am seeing shades i like everywhere. unraveling the mystery of where to find some of that beautiful shit to smear over my top lashes is about ready to drive me insane. my teeth still ache sometimes, but my snot finally cleared up. i think the infection in my face has moved on and my chest is thinning out so hopefully by the middle of next week i should be all dried up. two weeks is a long time to wait to walk away from this shit, but it looks like it just might happen. nobody expects to spend this long hacking and sneezing their ass off while just trying to live, but it happens. i really should have packed up and went to disneyworld, like i did last time i was this sick, because i think that's what you're supposed to do when you're that sick. or no wait, you go to MEXICO when they announce that is where the SWINE FLU breakout started. dontcha CUNTFACE?