September 23, 2011

just like her now

dear my goal in life today diary,

i woke up this morning and decided i was going to make a change. i'm tired of everyone telling me how beautiful my hair is. seriously. i hate my hair. i've been angry at it for a very long time and it's been getting on my nerves and i swore the next mother fucker that ran up and said something to me about it- i was going to do something. it brings attention to me that i just don't want anymore. i don't want anyone to look at me. D.O.N.E. look somewhere the fuck else. i don't want to be a whore anymore. i hate my fingernails. i hate getting dressed. i hate smiling. i don't even want to go outside because i hate being a bitch and whenever i am nice, men think i want to fuck. so OFF WITH MY HAIR, OFF WITH MY NAILS, and IMA STAY INSIDE- where it's safe.