dear last day diary,
here we are again and i sit absolutely shocked at the calendar, but more so this year than other years at this same time. the air tastes funny in my throat as all the memories race to flood my mind and each one fights for the right to live again if only for a second. i ignore over half of the memories that surface because i have to, the pain is still so real. i've never known anyone who could have it both ways and the price you must pay would surly be high, but that's not for me to decide. but it seems like there would be severe and almighty consequences when- those two worlds collide. when the curtain falls and the villain goes off to jail and the farmer gets to keep his finest sheep, even the hungry fox sleeping in the woods knows he better find him a lost chicken for dinner.
here we are again and i sit absolutely shocked at the calendar, but more so this year than other years at this same time. the air tastes funny in my throat as all the memories race to flood my mind and each one fights for the right to live again if only for a second. i ignore over half of the memories that surface because i have to, the pain is still so real. i've never known anyone who could have it both ways and the price you must pay would surly be high, but that's not for me to decide. but it seems like there would be severe and almighty consequences when- those two worlds collide. when the curtain falls and the villain goes off to jail and the farmer gets to keep his finest sheep, even the hungry fox sleeping in the woods knows he better find him a lost chicken for dinner.
