dear we had tonight diary,
wasting time, you did always say, "who needs tomorrow." well, we had tonight and now it's gone. with clean sheets on the bed and my whole entire body cleaned and well shaved, who knows what could happen. you never know and i wont either because i promised myself i wasn't going there again and i wont until i absolutely cant stand it anymore. then when i do go there again, it'll be the best either of us ever had and fuck it all bets are off... again. when all this madness does finally come to end end i hope it is not tragic. i wouldn't mind having sex every few months because when we do that shit is magic. i'll cut you a deal and charge a reasonable rate, shit i wouldn't mind paying you. just let me put a bag over your head and then you can leave just as soon as i'm through. how does that sound to you? why am i excited now?
wasting time, you did always say, "who needs tomorrow." well, we had tonight and now it's gone. with clean sheets on the bed and my whole entire body cleaned and well shaved, who knows what could happen. you never know and i wont either because i promised myself i wasn't going there again and i wont until i absolutely cant stand it anymore. then when i do go there again, it'll be the best either of us ever had and fuck it all bets are off... again. when all this madness does finally come to end end i hope it is not tragic. i wouldn't mind having sex every few months because when we do that shit is magic. i'll cut you a deal and charge a reasonable rate, shit i wouldn't mind paying you. just let me put a bag over your head and then you can leave just as soon as i'm through. how does that sound to you? why am i excited now?
