dear if it didn't happen diary,
my nails are short once again. how nice is that? very nice i suppose. once upon a time before the roof caved in, i knew what was behind those walls. i'd sure hate to find out now what is behind there. if i had the chance to look, i might, but i didn't. there is just a tiny space now where the whole place used to be where i kept those special things i put there. i'm glad i left it open because if i had closed it there would be nothing left there at all, which turns out- there isn't anything in there anyway. only time will tell if what i told myself remains true or not, so right now i really cant say yet, but my idea of a pleasant afternoon wont be thinking about what i said. oh but every so often i wonder about things, usually when the shit wont come out of my ass. my heart will beat fast and i might even sweat and if i ate more fiber i wouldn't have this problem i'll betcha- i wonder.
my nails are short once again. how nice is that? very nice i suppose. once upon a time before the roof caved in, i knew what was behind those walls. i'd sure hate to find out now what is behind there. if i had the chance to look, i might, but i didn't. there is just a tiny space now where the whole place used to be where i kept those special things i put there. i'm glad i left it open because if i had closed it there would be nothing left there at all, which turns out- there isn't anything in there anyway. only time will tell if what i told myself remains true or not, so right now i really cant say yet, but my idea of a pleasant afternoon wont be thinking about what i said. oh but every so often i wonder about things, usually when the shit wont come out of my ass. my heart will beat fast and i might even sweat and if i ate more fiber i wouldn't have this problem i'll betcha- i wonder.
