January 12, 2012

i didn't tell her it prolly wasn't mine

dear blank mind diary,

i got that sick feeling in my stomach tonight at the bank when i went in to order the new atm card. my old mortgage loan officer saw me and knew about some things in my life and asked me a question i should have 'ready fire' known the answer to and my mind went absolutely blank and stayed blank for over 90 seconds. the information just would not come. for those 90 seconds i was disorientated, scared, and frankly just shocked. i wrote in my calendar, 'first signs of alzheimer's 1/12/12 4:50pm.' the lady at the bank got a kick out of my delay, but you know she was thinking, "who cant remember their only grandchild's name?"